Friday, December 28, 2012

Little Animal

Beware with little animal
For it is weak
Lethal damage is a must

Bite, Bite, Bite repeatedly
targeting vulnerable veins
As the fireworks burst, scream & crave for more

It's ugly when adrenaline take control
Won't stop till it's over
For the sake of survival

Remember for little animal is still a beast
Discovery & National geography
With extra tint of black and red.

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Death

And so my Point of view changed after that
Strange, seeing death in a very relaxed way

Death is a very loyal friend.
It will wait until the right moment.

I will not go if it's not my time.
Yet I won't resist when it's my time.

If I am capable of ending my own life,
I am life and I am death.

Do not fear death
Fear a lifeless life.



Ga Jadi Mati

2006
Gelap, semua gelap
Tarik nafas sedalam apapun juga, masih sesak.
Ini oksigen pada ke mana?
mata lecet karena basah terus.
Sakit.
Capek.
Di saat itulah terlintas Kalau mati, semuanya selesai.
Bisa istirahat.

Gue yang selalu mencibir orang bunuh diri itu bodoh.
Yang selalu punya alasan untuk bertahan hidup.
Mulai melirik kesempatan untuk istirahat permanen.

singkat cerita ga jadi.
Entah terlalu pengecut untuk mati.
Atau terlalu pintar untuk bunuh diri.

dan semenjak itu kematian tidak lagi ditakuti.
Setan dan arwah penasaran tidak seseram itu lagi.
Sudah lihat yang paling menyeramkan dari semuanya.
Diri sendiri.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Cocoon


I am a cocoon
If you hurt me,
I will sput layer of threads
and layer my defense

I'll give you my sight
my time
and my youth
But when you take my pride,
There's nothing left for you to take

I'll never be the same again
To reborn and fly
Or to wilt as a chrysalis